a personal style blog by Lauren Pfieffer

Friday, May 25, 2012

Last Day of High School!

Kent State Shirt: Kent State.
White Skirt: Thrifted.
Grey Heels: Forever21.
Red Beret: Target.
Red Bow Belt: c/o OASAP.

Well everyone, I am officially done with high school! It seems like I was just writing this post on the first day of my senior year at the end of last August. How has time flown by so quickly...? Being done doesn't feel real. I'm not sad. I'm not excited. I'm not really anything. I feel as though I'll just keep going to school like I've always done. Waking up late, rushing to school, sleeping through most of the day, and complaining about my classmates. You know, what I do best. But all of that's over. A whole chapter of my life is over.

I was expecting to cry today or feel something because I'm a super sentimental and nostalgic person. But I didn't. I couldn't cry even though I wanted to. I'm not sure if I want it all to be over. I'm scared. Going off into the unknown and leaving everything I have here...especially my family. I know that they'll always be waiting here for me when I get back but lately I've just been realizing how much I'll truly miss them while I'm away at college. They are mean so much to me.

I feel like every day my feelings on this or going to change. There are going to be days I'm thankful I'm done. Some days I'm going to be sad. All I know is that I'm thankful for the present and this amazing journey that I've been on. I realize that I wouldn't want to be anyone else. I'm so satisfied with who I've become in high school and I'm finally...proud of myself. And I think being just me is the thing in life I'm most proud of.

Thank you all for always being here with me in this journey. Homecoming. Prom. The Senior Paper. The frustrations I had with my classmates. Winning best dressed. Being disappointed at the award ceremony. The relief I felt on my spring, and winter breaks. Stupid AP Calculus (I'll never miss you). The problems I had with being lonely, having no friends, and being social awkward. Thank you putting up with me on my bad days, and lifting me up on my best. I'm so glad that I get to bring you all to Kent State with me this fall. It's going to be a journey of a lifetime for me

With much love, Lauren. 
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Elizabeth said...

Good for you!! And I love your outfit how you made it look so dressy with a touch of spotyness. Red is SO your color bye the way :)

Keep Shining, Lizzy <3

Charmaine said...

Congrats, lady! It can only get better from here! GOod luck at college xxx

Lauren said...

I know exactly how you feel. I'm not sad at all about leaving high school, and am super excited (like, crazy excited) about college, but today as I was looking over my schedule for next year and seeing that I have to wake up early for my 7:40am class ... it hit me that OH MY GOSH, we're actually going to college and I have to do things on my own. That was the first time I felt kind of scared to go.

But I know it's going to be awesome and for now you have the summer to look forward to. Whoop whoop! Aww yeeah summer. :)

Britney @ Scout and Company said...

Congratulations! YAY YAY YAY

Leen said...

I love how the belt fits with the shirt! and yay congratulations.

Anonymous said...

Congratulations on finishing high school, and I wish you luck for college, I know you'll be great! You look lovely by the way, I adore your belt and your cute red accessories.
X Jane


OrigamiGirl said...


I know what you mean about the not crying. I never cry at the leaving point, because it doesnt feel over then. It doesn't feel absent till it is -and there will be plenty of nostalgia later. :)

I hope you have a great summer.

Emily said...

Yay Lauren! It must feel so nice to finally be done! Now you're free, haha:) I still have 4 days left after today, but I'm already been in tears from all the seniors leaving! Yesterday was my track banquet and the tears just kept falling!

I wish you the best at Kent <3

Fiafafia said...

Enjoy the time after school! It is the best! This look you are wearing there is reminding me of the last scene in Elizabethtown. You look really sweet!

Nikki | The Ginger Diaries said...

This post is so sweet Lauren :) I can't imagine how reliefed you must be on one side that it's finally over and that you can start over in Kent. I'm really looking forward to following you adventures there! xo Nikki

Midwest Muse said...

This outfit is beautiful. I love white and red. You look so pretty and congrats my pretty little lady! I can't wait to continue to follow your journey!

Teddi said...

oh, lauren we feel blessed that you are sharing your journey with us. you look completely adorable in your kent state, last day of high school outfit. :)

Unknown said...

Hooray for being done with school! Your last day of school outfit was so cute! I love styling t-shirts in unique ways and you definitely did an awesome job of that. I love the beret too!

Amanda said...

Such a comical and vibrant outfit, you look gorgeous;)
especially love the beret!

Kezzie said...

Ah,bless you Lauren! I hope this is the start of much joy!

Unknown said...

You are beautiful! So happy to have stumbled across your blog, although I am a couple years older, I feel like I can relate to you in a lot of respects by reading through your posts. I'm also from a small town in Ohio and go to Miami University. Congrats on Kent! Look forward to keeping up with your adventurres :)

xo Shane

Simona said...

You look really great!:)

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